Well. Both made it to transfer today.
I deliberately asked them not to hand me the photo. I didn't want to see them. I didn't want to know the cell stage. I needed to be as aloof from this experience as possible.
A friend made me a series of videos of sunset over the Atlantic ocean, which I watched in the waiting room. In previous attempts, I have dancing in the waiting room to hip hop or the B-52s, trying to psych myself up. This time I decided to calm myself down.
Calm. Quiet. Even keel.
Now, all there is to do is wait.
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