Estrogen Patch, On

The first baby step into the deep morass of IVF cycle #3, like I'm just boarding the plane that will eventually take me to another airport where I will catch another plane and fly far, far, far into the Southern Hemisphere where I will drive from the airport into the jungle until I come upon the raft that will take me deep into the heart of darkness, where Mr. Kurtz will be waiting for me to tell me that the transfer failed.